by firebrand » Sat Nov 08, 2008 2:19 pm
no can do. there is more to it than just not being top tank class anymore. i hate feeling useless in a group and firebrand in others' opinions is just that - useless - useless until you need her to go run get your dead ass out of somewhere then the song and dance changes. that is when i will get a tell or a gossip or an im "help me! save deadass!". so i stop my run with next to no mana, go relocating across the map to go find you, only to find that someone ELSE has gone to get you and raise you and then i have to sit and regen for 20 fuk king minutes, relocate back, etc etc wasting mana before i can go all the way back to where i was running. and then i either die coming to help you or i die on my runs and no one can be bothered to come get me until i corpse then it's "so sorry". yeah, you're sorry. what about the xps or level i just lost? nah. not worth the frustration anymore. sorry.
i am sick of fighting for hours to get xp token only to lose all that i have earned and then some in a couple seconds. and on top of that, if i corpse, then there is the potential of getting looted, so have to yell for help, wait till someone finishes their run to come help me then take 15 minutes or more just hunting down all my looted eq, which is total BULL SHIT. we fight hard enough for our eq with cycling, drachma and forges only to have to go and recapture it off a damn thief mob - or several of them if in a room or area where there are a lot of looting mobs. it's kinda stupid to double-cycle for the same item, isn't it?
i am not playing her as a thief, as a cleric or a mage. she is (or was until she became a funny-looking relic) a goddamned TANK. that is the way i have built her and worked on her for the past 9 years or so. she was pretty buff for a while - she was one of the top few tanks in game. and then new classes came along and there came wraithform and spectral shield and damage reduction. all of a sudden i saw a 2x40 monk with new spells/skills/buffs and debuffs able to outtank a 5x40 warrior. i got told that it was smarter to have a tank that didn't need heals. what a total insult that was.
and then to watch a fuk king NECRO with jujus go solo demogorgon while i had to have a full group with healo, blasto, and stabba MINIMUM. i don't appreciate all the hours of time and effort invested in her making her a tank get thrown in my face when i am asked to be simple meat in the group. and don't tell me to make another character. i have. several, in fact. but none of them is firebrand. i know that EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU has a character that you like to play more than your alts. and thanks to nerfs, buffs, and new classes, i don't like to play her anymore. why should i stay and play something that is no longer any fun? like i said in this post and the previous one, there are other factors that are also contributing to my decision to hang up my mortal hat and just focus on building for you guys.
yeah, i want the ac and the damage and shit but i have to give up too much and i -still- can do nothing more than run coins solo with her unless i want to hit abysmally underlevel mobs. i don't like killing only one or two mobs and regenning for 10 damn minutes while i wait for mana regen, wait for spells to fall, recast spells, regen AGAIN so that i have some running mana and then use it all up on two more mobs. fukk a whole bunch of that shit. tell me to find a partner or a group? no, thank you. most of the time, the partner is a newbie that waits for my reporter or whiner to fire before they bother to heal me, or they stay out of the fight to blindness the mob while i stand there fighting, dying, and getting no heals because they won't get in the fight, assist me by providing more damage, throwing heals on me and then using in-combat shit.
do you know how many times i have been in a LYME group - a place where you should know how to group - and heard newbie shit? "who is the tank?" "who do i prot?" etc. if you don't know how to use the group command and SEE the point flag or the person under leader and KNOW they are tank, if you don't know that the person below you is the one you protect (once the leader says "fix prots"), if you don't automatically know what the hell to do by then with only basic instructions then gtfo lyme. i have no use for you. i am not dying because you either bought the character or you were powerlevved up and still have more than half of your spells and skills unlearned because you haven't had time to get the books and still you don't know your ass from a hole in the ground.
bah. why do i even bother. long story even longer, i retired my mortals - at least for a while. sloth will always hold a place in my heart, i will always be on the fringes, but it's time to turn my efforts to other things. i hope that some of the stuff ember (me) has in store for you, you will come to enjoy.
"my daddy always said, "when you want to hammer a nail, don't do anything fancy. just get a hammer and pound the son of a bitch." -church -->soldier
Yeah bringing you another disturbing creation from the mind of one sick animal who can't tell the difference and gets stupified.