by jezer » Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:15 pm
What you seek in life, you are bound to find... and where you choose to go will end up defining you.
Take Autolycos for example... he investigates the paranormal... and as a result of his actions, he finds it from time to time... As a result of his investigations, I bet it is defining who he is, and what he believes.
Take for example the person who doesn't believe in the paranormal... he will never find it, because he does not believe or choose to look.
It's no different for anyone... And I guess what I am suggesting about Heath... the guy was straight and he plays a gay cowboy, the guy plays the joker and now he can't sleep, he suddenly withdraws into himself and has trouble relating to others, it seems to me, he lost who he really was, playing out the lives of others. Maybe he made a choice to go... too deep.
Tinct may be right, it could just be a symptom of something deeper... but widow is also right, he didn't have to take the role...
Life is pretty much all about choice... you start life neutral... what ever draws you in, defines who you are...
Morality is like a magnetic force, and which ever side your on, draws you slowly deeper, unless you choose to pull against it.
Take for example TV Documentaries about native shaman's out in the jungles of PNG or something like that... One thing that always sticks out to me is the shamans are like "degenerating" mutilating themselves etc etc, and then the documentary crosses over to a picture of some kids, and they still have light in there eyes, and they smile and look happy. It's at that point you realise the shaman has actually "degenerated" from where he was at as a child... he sort something, and it pulled him in, and it's about ready to take him over...
There are many lights in this world, all seeking to draw us in like insects. Some are artifical based on there own truth, and when you get close they zap you, like bug zappers. However, no light outshines the son.